Monday, December 1, 2008

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Thanks Leo, 6 months old baby, maybe I have opened my eyes



Quello che può passare tra un abbraccio di un bambino innocente e la mente di un uomo è qualcosa di straordinario e inspiegabile.
Un’intesa,una sintonia, una completa trasformazione l’uno nell’altra.
E come per incanto ti ritrovi a pensare ai veri valori della vita, a questo grande e irripetibile percorso che è la vita. Hai sempre vissuto dando priorità, costruendoti delle priorità.
Hai voluto, forse per la consapevolezza della tua debolezza, costruirti delle priorità. Hai voluto mascherare il vero nettare della vita, la vera bellezza del vivere quotidiano. Ti sei fatto captivated by the need and desire for revenge against life and the desire to make and send the goods.
Then you stop to think, reason, evaluate and towards a life that seems perfect, many friends, a girlfriend of an extraordinary family warm, comfortable and that taught you to sacrifice yourself for daily living. You
certainties, many certainties, so many certainties. Know what you want from your life and you can almost have in mind the way that you face.
Then comes that child, that embrace, that little voice, that smile and all is upset, he smashed.
As if by magic, and if other priorities become the first you know that the civic engagement manifested itself in a serious and severe political commitment now lost all substance.
You realize you're sacrificing your life for an ideal that seems utopian. You are playing your life like a poker game, where some are better than you, who knows how to bluff, or simply those who have more chips to be thrown on the table. Do you feel disoriented, weak, fragile and extremely vulnerable.
You think the eyes of that child, without even knowing how to talk, you cling to his back because he realized that you can protect it, you can simply spoil him laugh.
like magic before your eyes you focus your life ... ... you realize that you're living the life that you do not feel more yours, who betrayed you that your damn certezza….Forse lasci, forse lasci tutto alle spalle e ti proponi di riappropriarti della tua vita, del tuo desiderio di vita. Manca poco a Natale, tutto porterà consiglio ma forse, l’aver visto quegli occhi blu di un biondino di 6 mesi ti hanno fatto capire che….nulla è più straordinario di una vita vissuta e io la voglio vivere “con” e “per” la mia famiglia!!!!